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| 11:39pm 13/04/2008 |
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LIVEJOURNAL remodle is lame, i don't like it i can't do anything with it anymore. it changed |
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| i'm back! |
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| 05:00pm 12/09/2006 |
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mood:  blah
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the last time that i was here was when i was in high school. well, my life is okay. it's not the best but i'm still alive. it's nice to say something here.
1. my mother is a little crazy
2. i need to get my own place
3. my life is hell! |
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| i hate you! |
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| 12:56pm 06/02/2006 |
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mood:  agony
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my stupid head. it just won't leave me alone! |
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| he /she said what? |
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| 11:50am 06/01/2006 |
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mood:  cranky
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i'm really sick and hearing what the other people has to say about me. more then ever is random people putting words in my mouth. |
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| 02:35pm 29/11/2005 |
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mood: frustrated
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i so want to do the fuck rant, but i'm not going to. i just felt like the need to type soemthing in here.
i fucking hate your guts! (you know who you are) |
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| 06:34pm 17/10/2005 |
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mood: frustrated
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| You Are a Mai Tai | 
You aren't a big drinker, but you'll drink if the atmosphere is festive.
And when you're drunk, watch out! You're easily carried away. |
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| something sweet |
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| 06:49pm 05/10/2005 |
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mood:  amused
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Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
Look for a guy who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of
how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,
"...that's her." |
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| 09:54am 04/10/2005 |
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mood:  good music: norah jones
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I LOVE some of YOU ALL !
XOXO,
-kathy
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| fuck everyone.... |
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| 09:55am 30/09/2005 |
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mood:  crushed music: korn - alone i break
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I HATE YOU, THATS RIGHT YOU! ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME! YOU CAN GO FUCK YOUR PETS OR ANYTHING THAT IS NEAR YOU! I'M SO FUCKING TIRED OF DEALING WITH EVERYONE'S BULLSHIT, LYING TO ME! DON’T FUCK AROUND WITH MY EMOTIONS. IF THERE’S SOEMTHING THAT YOU NEED TO SAY, THEN GOD DAMN FUCKING SAY IT! I HATE HOW THIS SOCIEY WORKS! YES, I'M FUCKING HATE EVERYONE INCLUDING YOU! FRIENDS, THEY COME AND GO. SO I REALLY DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHO'S GOING TO BE MY FRIEND OR NOT! IT HAS COME DOWN TO THE POINT THAT I REALLY DON’T WANT TO BE AROUND ANYONE. I FIGURED THAT I WOULD BE OKAY BY HAVING MY SPACE. ISOLATING MYSELF IN MY ROOM, I’VE DONE A LOT OF THINKING AND I FINIALY MADE MY DECISION. I DON’T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU OR THIS WORLD. ANYONE WHO IS FLICKING ME OFF, GIVING ME THE FINGER; YOU CAN TAKE THAT FINGER AND SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASS! I'M MORE MAD AT MYSELF THAN AT YOU, IF THAT MAKES YOU FEEL ANY BETTER!
maybe in a couple more weeks, i'll be nice again! |
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| 01:08pm 28/09/2005 |
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mood: numb music: criag david
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1. Reply with your name and I will write something random about you.
2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I will pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your LJ. |
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| i need my space |
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| 06:55pm 19/09/2005 |
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mood:  feeling low/down music: korn: alone i break
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i won't be online for a long time, this is what i have to say to those i so call 'love' care about. i know...i am such the ass for not wanting to talk to any of you sexy people.
jackie: i know that you want to see me and give me something. you did not do anything wrong, i just want to be left along. i just have so much shit to deal with and it's stressing me out. i know that it's nothing compared to what you're going through.
laura: i know that i promised you to go out this friday, i don't think that i will be going with you. i'm feeling down and basicially i want to be left alone for the time being.
natalie(nga): if you can give me a call that would be great.
david: WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU!
julia: i hope you and i can hang out before you leave. maybe by then we can talk about my problems and your problems.
tiffany: hows college? what happen to sushi night? hehe |
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| bed time story for my daughter jackie |
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| 02:52pm 15/09/2005 |
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I know this one story that goes on quite often. There once lived a hot, sexy, Drunk Canadian bitch that lived in an enchanted house in the town called, “Bad Lesbian.” Hot, sexy, Drunk Canadian bitch is loved by everyone in the town; well, that’s only because she sleeps with all of everyone. Asian Goddess and Drunk Canadian have been lovers for some years now, but for some odd reason these two are the only ones that never had crazy mad sex. Well, they had tired several times. They’re always try to find time alone for themselves, but for some odd reason they’re always interrupted by T.E. T.E is a horny bastard that always wants tulip from Drunk Canadian or Asian Goddess. Too bad that for T.E, Asian goddess and Drunk Canadian only likes each other, or as so as they say. So T.E was sick and tired of being teased and never got the whole package. T.E could go fuck the people in the Bad Lesbian town, but nobody in the town wants his dick!
The morning of the autumn season, the smell of sex in the air...
'Knock, knock, knock’
Drunk Canadian opens the front wearing nothing
"What a surprise to see you here early this afternoon Asian Goddess."
"What a surprise to see you naked," said Asian Goddess in a seductive tone.
"Well, I was masturbating until you came and knocked on my door."
"Do you want to drink jack daniel's?" asked Asian Goddess.
"I know that it's only in the afternoon, but who said drinking was only meant to be at night?"
"Plus you won't be sober and probably be drunk all night."
"Image you and me getting drunk Drunk Canadian, you know what will happen."
Drunk Canadian giggles along with the face expression of a YES and looking at the jack daniel's bottle! Drunk Canadian grabs Asian Goddess by the arm and drags her inside the house. Soon as you know it, Drunk Canadian and Asian goddess was having mad sex in the living-room. Pushing each other to walls, Drunk Canadian ripping Asian Goddess clothes off, making out madly, and both naked on the coach. Asian Goddess & Drunk Canadian had their fun, but that didn't last so long and they weren't wasted. T.E lives next door to Drunk Canadian; therefore, they were afraid that T.E would peak around the windows because of the noise they were making.
One and a half hour later...
They both decide to take a walk in the Bad Lesbian forest. On their way to the forest they saw someone crying. His name is P.B and still a virgin. He is upset because of the fact that he’s always horny, but never got laid. Drunk Canadian and Asian Goddess looked at each other; they both had a great idea!
“Asian Goddess, you and I can introduce P.B to T.E,” said Drunk Canadian.
“I was thinking the same thing Drunk Canadian.” “T.E has an ass fetish so bad that he want to put his Richard in one.”
“And P.B no longer wants to be a virgin.” whispers Drunk Canadian.
“P.B, do you want to be fucked in the asshole?” questioned Drunk Canadian.
P.B screams, "Please, someone fuck me in the asshole!"
On the day in the Lesbian forest, the blood-shot eyed Canadian and the Sexy great-assed Asian decided to set their plan in motion. Drunk-Canadian grabbed T.E by the raisins and brought him to the crappy lez. Stream, where the tipsy Asian goddess was claming down the sobbing virgin. “T.E, this is P.B” freakishly hott Asian said. T.E. looked shyly at P.B “Hey, my name is Touches Everyone, and you are?” He stuttered. “Hey, I’m Peanut Butter” P.B replied. Upon T.E and P.B’s meeting, the Shitwaffled Canadian and Uber- gorgeous Asian goddess took a walk up Crappy Lez. stream. Glancing back, Sexy Asian Goddess saw T.E. and P.B. clasps hands. P.B shouts “Hey everyone, I’m Gay! Come see how Gay I am!!!”
to be continued...
Jackie:
I am drinking by the way. If anything that doesn't really make sense...ha-ha. Okay I so done... hahaha |
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| daily random thoughs |
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| 12:18pm 13/09/2005 |
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mood: okay
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Ahhh!!! I'm so pathestic for thinking that I love that fucking shit-head. I'm reading my old journal enrties, and in a way they kinda make me laugh. I don't know what i saw in him, besides good looking and a fucking asshole. i'm laughing at myself again, i'm amusing myself. i have issues
school sucks ass. i think i'm late again. I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE!! Jackie, come save me from this shit-hole place!
i work in 3 hours, i'm so not looking foward to it! |
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| my horoscope |
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| 01:27am 13/09/2005 |
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mood: amused
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Focus on romance and taking care of children. Strive to look beyond convenient short-term fixes and seize any long-term solution involving a relationship where the respect already exists.
haha, i am in a job where i have to take care of kids and i dating someone. what are the odds of that. but i'm not looking for anything that is serious. i think? |
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| HELP!!! |
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| 02:11pm 12/09/2005 |
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mood:  stressed
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"Midevil knights, weapons, and castles"
i get off school around 2:00 and i have work at 3:00 to 6:00 night. i know it's my responsibility, but as of right now i don't have a computer at home because of my dumb mother threw it away before buying another one.
the library closes at 9:00pm. doesn't give me a lot of time to do reseach. i'm only asking for help from anyone who has free time. a website or a book's name. anything. |
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| life, full of surprises |
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| 09:06am 09/09/2005 |
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mood: empty music: korn - alone i break
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i don't know what is wrong with me and i don't understand myself. sometimes i'm ahead and sometimes i'm beind, in the end it's just myself. i'm looking and seaching for something, but i don't know what i'm seaching for. school, home, and night outs is my life so far. what is it that makes me happy? every thing i do, every step i take leads me into a pithole. i want to complain, but what is there to complain about. sometimes i wonder, is my life full sin? is it because i think too many negative thoughts? i hate me |
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| feeling great |
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| 08:48am 06/09/2005 |
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mood: happy
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school is not my thing. i do sometimes do enjoy being here, when i'm in the right mood. i am in a good mood, but i don't feel like being here. i figured that i would be happy, i guess not.
as for summer, i didn't have such a great one. i try to make the last 3 weeks of my summer to be a blast. i want to espicially thank jackie. spending time with me almost every singal day and i will still try to since school is starting. i love being with you. i finally got to be free and have fun like how everyone is supposed to during the summer. met 2 crazy new guys; yet, they are awesome to be with. they make me happy. |
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| i'm so am done with serious relationships... |
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| 02:26pm 19/08/2005 |
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mood: calm
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i'm always putting myself in a situation to the point where i feel miserable. knowing that something that can't go on and still i push myself to make it work out, but it only makes the everything worse. not only the situation or the problem gets worse, but it caused more stress and probelms for the both. i drove him crazy, and he drove me carzy.
i've been in 6 different no-stop relationships and i do believe that it is a lot for me. my shortest relationship was 6 months! i've really never had a break to be singal. i do hope that i can do what i say. right when i break up with one there is another one right away, and i'm not kidding. i DO NOT go looking for men, but they appear in front of me. i only had a 3 month break and i met alekx. i guess i just need to stay away from men. i want to feel the freedom of doing anything i want and play around.
i'm not 100% happy, but i'm some what happy. glad that its just me and try to have an awesome 3 week summer. cause it's back to school soon. |
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| why is it i who fell in your arms |
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| 04:14pm 17/08/2005 |
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mood:  determined music: mariah carey - shake it off
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all i asked was you and me
you asked for something more
it took me a lot of time
and it wasn't easy
i gave my heart out to you
in return, you tore it up
you told me you love me
and only a fool like me believed in you
you should of had told me the truth
i wasn't the girl for you
still i didn't had a clue
because my heart depended on you
in my time of need
you were never to be found
all there was
was this open space in my heart
and this air surrounding me
seems like you had blocked the joy
played me like a little toy
now that you are gone
and i have moved on
i can see the sun
i can breathe much eaiser
the sky is much clearer
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